Meditation...
Tonight I was looking back on the several blogs I have written over the last three months. Part of it them were emotional to read because a big part of it was when we were in Nashville. Hard to believe it's been one month since we've been back. I miss it there.
I remember a blog that I posted about how I find that when Chris and I are financially secure we tend to not bring our concerns to God as much. I'm finding myself slacking a little these days. Like being at home/ Minnesota brings me back to a place of security and I slacking on being secure in Christ. Plus now that Chris has a job that will bring in money it gives me a sense of peace.
It's amazing when you are hundreds of miles away from family and financially broke how reliant you become on God. There is no where else you can turn. Sometimes I wondering if I was happier broke. I say that because I was into the word so much more. Praying so much more. Learning about him. It's like money is evil-- ha ha. Maybe I should just pretend I have none. AND... it's amazing how when you have money you have all these items you suddenly have to purchase. WHAT? How did that happen??? Two weeks ago you didn't or couldn't purchace anything and that was just totally okay. Today you have to have everything.
Anyways... this blog turned into venting. I'll have to continue this blog another day.
... to be continued
I remember a blog that I posted about how I find that when Chris and I are financially secure we tend to not bring our concerns to God as much. I'm finding myself slacking a little these days. Like being at home/ Minnesota brings me back to a place of security and I slacking on being secure in Christ. Plus now that Chris has a job that will bring in money it gives me a sense of peace.
It's amazing when you are hundreds of miles away from family and financially broke how reliant you become on God. There is no where else you can turn. Sometimes I wondering if I was happier broke. I say that because I was into the word so much more. Praying so much more. Learning about him. It's like money is evil-- ha ha. Maybe I should just pretend I have none. AND... it's amazing how when you have money you have all these items you suddenly have to purchase. WHAT? How did that happen??? Two weeks ago you didn't or couldn't purchace anything and that was just totally okay. Today you have to have everything.
Anyways... this blog turned into venting. I'll have to continue this blog another day.
... to be continued
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